the_killjoy

If you love me, please go to jordanliberty.com

yes, that is my face on the site cover!!!! and on his Model Mayhem, the cover of the book...? yes that's me too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.modelmayhem.com/pic.php?pic_id=4a484f0d5b8e5&date=2009-06-28%2022:20:13&id=331375&pid=13024900&the_count=&group_id=18667&ua=

http://www.modelmayhem.com/pic.php?pic_id=4a483a7441866&date=2009-06-28%2020:52:20&id=331375&pid=13023535&the_count=&group_id=18667&ua=

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*doing the happy puppy wiggle and piddle a liddle dance*

Here are the images from Sunday's trip to Philly for the Give Good Face book shoot!





Clara Bow tribute!



jordanliberty.com
jsorberphotography.com


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the only thing I want is a giant Squash Blossom necklace! I can't believe how freakin expensive they are...*POO!*

these are the ones I have my eye on. I don't like the modern ones...just the vintage ones with lots of rows of stones..^_^

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MEWAX:IT&item=260424944366

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MEWAX:IT&item=260397061785

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MEWAX:IT&item=380131964055

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MEWAX:IT&item=380131324866

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MEWAX:IT&item=260200439500

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MEWAX:IT&item=180364811360


And also on my wish list is Egyptian beaded wooden jewelry like this...or Native American. ever since I went to the Egyptian museum in San Jose I feel very in love with this kind of ethnic stuff...

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MEWAX:IT&item=370210859337

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MEWAX:IT&item=160341338451





just as a hint to anyone in the whole world who cares to get me anything, hint hint...!! ha ha. of course I am always happy to just go junk shopping with a specific monetary limit also...


hee hee hee!!!

So, I had a blast in California, but now that I'm home, I want to start over fresh and try to get my habits back in check. SO, I am going to be trying my best to eat healthier, and force myself to eat when I'm hungry, and drink more water and less caffinated drinks.

So far I'm doing pretty good. I've been drinking lots of big glasses of water and just so it isn't so boring, I've been adding squirts of lemon juice or lime juice. I figure that way I'm also going to be getting my vitamin c. I have also begun a vitamin regimen. I want to be taking a daily multi viamin, as well as vitamin e, b vitamins, and zinc. I am also taking additional vitamin c, and echinacea til i feel like this damn chest cold is finally put in it's place. (it's close to being over but I'm tired of waiting on it)

I have also eaten oatmeal for breakfast.

All the food in the fridge has expired, so one top priority is getting groceries! I want to get lots of fruits and veggies and cut them up and take them to work with me so I can snack through out the day on healthy stuff and NOT chips and other crap...that stuff hurts me teeth anyway.

As I get into more of a routine with these things, I am going to slowly introduce regular excercise and pilates in too..but if I know myself at all, I know I need to take baby steps instead of everything at once.

I was up before 7 am this morning, and have already very quickly jumped back into the swing of managing models and myself, checking out ebay for new make up kit pieces, and generally back to business as usual. I really need to take better care of myself, and stop putting off tomorrow what NEEDS to be done today.

Jason and I are seriously thinking about having kids in the future and the topic has been coming up more and more often. We both have decided to take extra steps to work on ourselves so that we won't be as likely to turn into the parents of children we know and can't stand.

Patience doesn't just come when you ask for it, only the opportunities to be patient. I just heard this the other day for the first time, and it completely changed the way I look at my life.

So far, these are the things I am interested in trying to make happen this month

14-trial hair and make up for Sept. wedding
16-5pm Carnival model workshop cost $40
20-helping out sister in law at neice/nephew birthday party
21-father's day/summer solstice/summer modeling workshop in this bad ass old victorian mansion


Also want to get over to my Nana & Julio's house for family bonding. I owe Julio a birthday card...when will I find time to mail that?! Also need to spend time finishing up getting the apartment at my parents house cleaned out...spend time with my immediate family.

Unfortunately Jason won't be home til like a day before my birthday, so I have a good 3 weeks to a month to just take care of bin-ness. ha ha

Jason's birthday is today ^_^ He's 32.

I will post pictures of San Fran soon!

xoxo

and here's the proof!





Make up by Jordan Liberty
Hair by Ramon Perez
Photography by Jonathan Sorber

many thanks to my Sarah LaVelle for inviting me this weekend. Gotta love that girl.

I've been to my grandma's house twice in the past month. I haven't really been close with them in probably 15 years...haven't really seen them in 6. I am very excited and happy. I am planning on hanging out with my grandma more often and I am looking forward to finding out all the things she can remember form her childhood. I want to learn about where I came from.

This is a picture of my great grandmother, my great aunt, my grandma, and my great grandpa. He was a Nazi soldier that went missing...they never heard from him again. My grandma was saying that her mother did everything she could to find out what happened to him, but they never knew. Probably buried in a mass grave...sad. :( But he was a loving husband and father.



I want to get a small recorder and tape our talks about our family history. She was telling me that many of the people in her family were artists. One was a painter (one of her uncles) one was an opera singer...she invited me to come up some weekend and she can dig up pictures and I can bring my scanner and she wants to tell me stories. ^_^

I'm finding the older I get, I am becoming more about my roots. Especially since I got married. Family is more important...my art has become more important, and I feel like the more I find out where I came from, the better and better my well being will be.

I found out that my grandma's nickname is "Gikka" (geek-ah) because when she was a little girl her mother was teaching her to say her name and she couldn't say "Brigetta" (which in a native German tongue sound like brhea-gee-tah) and when we were leaving, I saw that her car plates say "gikka" ^_^

She loves Jason too. ^_^ I love the way their house is still basically the same as when I was a little girl. It smells the same, it feels the same. I also am recognizing a lot of how my mom has always decorated and the warm feeling she incorporated in her surroundings and how much like my grandma's they are.



I have started scanning a bunch of images from when I was little. ^_^ I will post a few Nana related ones here...

I see so much pain in people..so much self destruction, lost souls...

If we treated ourselves like we were our own children, our lives would be so much simpler. We wouldn't let ourselves venture into stupid and fruitless endeavors, we wouldn't let others treat us poorly, and we would love ourselves with the maternal heart we should be. We would encourage learning and creative energies. We would embrace a gentler touch to ourselves and those around us.

Today, I am going to try to start treating myself like the little girl I once was. The lessons I have learned from friends and family recently are teaching me to look at things from a different perspective.

I just totally saw the actress I did makeup for in the commercial I did on a comcast commercial!

ha ha! freakin awesome.

OKAY, so crap on me for being such a flake about traveling...like my whole life. :p I just am too much like my crabby nature and change and change with the tides.

SO, New Orleans is off. BUT, I will be in San Francisco from about May 25-June 19. I may not stay the whole time, depending on how much money I can make between now and then for spending. I do need to have a job ASAP, so we will just have to see how it goes. This might mean no Alaska too...maybe..(yay!)

SO, this means I need to save money. If you need any services, be they hair cuts, pedicures, manicures, acryllics, make up, ETC., please hit me up now! I offer great prices on services. Usually I just ask you pay me what you think is fair.

I have my best friend's birthday, and Jason's birthday to plan for also. May 14th and June 8. I don't know what to do on a shoe string budget, but I figure some personal time and affection will do until I can afford more. Nothing like a day of pampering.

I hope I can get a test shoot or two also. I have some planning to do!

Bill Mason Images near Philly PA Sat. March 28

Used the wardrobe I bought with the money I was paid for the YTI commercial rather than just let it sit in my closet ^_^ More on the way...

I am also working on it in Photoshop so I'll post that final copy once I get it finished.

I've started drawing again. Feels so nice.

thanks Amber! xo

I have a voracious yearning for clothing made of nothing but different shades and prints of distressed jersey material. Nothing but soft layered goodness with hoods, oversized sleeves, kimonos...etc. I am tired of itchy synthetic fabric. All I want is soft breathable comfy clothes.

I had a rough, long, frustrating weekend. Most of last week was frustrating too...so having something to show for all of it sure makes a girl feel useful.

Jasmine and Sarah came over today. We had a shoot planned with a photographer but she cancelled due to snow. SO, I took the images in my back yard. I'm not displeased with how they turned out.

Jazz



( some more of Jasmine's shoot )

Sarah



( rest of Sarah's frames )

This is for all the ladies out there! I am trying to put in another MK order here this weekend and need about $80 to make that happen.

I am willing to give samples and facials for free if you can help me out!

text or call me or email me here: thekilljoy@gmail.com

I can even do 10% off for orders over $50

xoxo

~one broke ass chickie

http://www.limecrimemakeup.com/index.php?main_page=index&cPath=2_66


everything. every single thing this girl makes. ALL OF IT!