The KillJoy

so here are a few of the shots from London in Nov/Dec 06 there are more but they haven't been printed yet so I don't think I can share them yet.

click the images to see the larger format

how much i loathe cyber goth hair falls....have I?? HAVE I?!!?!??!??!

Well, thanks to Darenzia and Nadya Lev. I did my homework and as it turns out, neither of the agencies I got call backs from are legitimate. They both will end up charging me for photos and things. I'm highly disappointed because this means that I spent $2000 for nothing. I went to Vegas for nothing.

So, I guess what I'm goin gto do is just start interviewing with agencies in NYC independently. Such a let down, but an expensive lesson learned, none the less.

Next chapter...

So I spoke with the agency again last night and because my photos aren't going to help them to sell me as a model, I have to get new ones done with their photog and it's going to cost me $800


SO if there are any of you out there who want to help a girl out, you can paypal me a very kind and generous donation to joyyana@hotmail.com

I have no freakin idea how I'm goin gto pull this off but I'm sure not giving up because I have to spend some money. It's freaking NYC afterall, and it's not supposed to just fall in my lap. May have to get a new/another job.

xo

You are reading the blog of a girl who is about to sign with an agency in New York City...NO FUCKING SHIT!!!

Model Managemant Group called me today and I have a formal interview in NYC 12-28 at 3pm. I'll have to do some kind of monologue presentation to see if they are willing to cast me in anything just yet. She (Ellen) said she could reccommend some great acting classes for me to take and become better at my craft...!!! So it looks like I'm on my FREAKIN way!

Looks like I'll be moving up there soon and starting on some real serious work!!!

this. this is all. I need like....one hour of this. No sex, no obscene anything...just this, a platter of grapes, a centaur, Fantasia music, and maybe a cute little cherub or two.

*giggles* Spartans make the best presents.




(thank you bellah_dance for having such ridiculously hot friends.)

photo: Eboh Ajeroh 2007
MUA/styling: MOI!
Model: Sarah LaVelle

This budding beauty is just 16 and shows more promise than a rainbow. More to come from this shoot!

That's right, I'm alive and kicking. Here's some recent work of mine...labeled accordingly.

The frist images are from Saturday afternoon.

look mom, no scars! copyright Eboh Ajeroh 2007




I'm not really into this one. I need to work out....and I have a bad thumb...::shivers:: modeling a suit by SHeila Frank (sheilafrank.com)

copyright Eboh Ajeroh




Another one of Sheila's designs. copyright Eboh Ajeroh 2007




Here's looks I did on Laura Hinkle all images copyright Eboh Ajeroh 2007







And from Sunday: (damn cold)

designs by Sheila Frank (sheilafrank.com)
Images copyright Jonathan Smith 2007
I also did the MUA

Models: Sarah LaVelle (in brown)
Emmie Jay (in cream)
Yours Trueley in blue with the matching blue skin

If there is someone that you miss dearly, for any reason, post this exact sentence in your journal.

and, because I am totally honest...brutally so...this is the worst shot of my ass i have EVER seen. I LOOK stuffed into this thing...which I was...this suit had to be 2 sizes too small.










and zee videos...

Friends Only peoples...comment to be added...or denied. ^_^

of not smoking. i almost took a drag last night...but I didn't...I made my brother leave the room so I wouldn't be weak.






this is alot harder than i thought.

http://morph.cs.st-andrews.ac.uk/

go to that website and DO IT.

me:




baby joy:



black joy:



old joy:



east asain joy:



Ape woman:

oh yes, my hero! the humbly humble man. I could give him babies.

here are some things I am REALLY sick of seeing in photoshoots:

-one interesting accessory being used in place of good make-up, actual modeling talent, and lighting.

-the wrong make-up. not every model can pull off every look. it's up to the model to know what is the most flattering...the MUA can't work complete miracles.

-fishnet. if I never see it again, it will be too soon.

-those god forsaken hair falls. any kind, tubing/dreads...most of it. There are so few people who actually have talent when it somes to making hair pieces. Marianne (Nemesis) is one of the only ones I know of on LJ, and she's the ONLY one who makes it look how it is supposed to look. Which is very scene specific, proportioned, and well made.

-UGLY models. I don't care if that makes me a shallow bitch. Modeling is SUPPOSED to be for the elite. Anything else is just "art" or someone's fetish.

-every chick getting naked. I don't get why chicks are so ready to have their vadge on display. Is nothing sacred anymore???

-talentless photographers claiming to be great artsits. everyone knows, you idiot. you may be fooling some people...but those people don't have good taste.

I just feel like it's being made of more of a porn industry than an actual art. I always thought it would be beautiful to have nude photographs taken when I am very pregnant. The work that Amy something or other does with nudes of mothers and thier babies is BEAUTIFUL. But this is not used for sexual reasons. It is raw and artistic and full of love. I'm so sick of everyone needing to be a sex object. I wonder at girls and the hurt they experienced to be able to just be so incredibly...objectified.

I love being a model and having lovely pictures of myself. I lvoe the reaction I get. But when men respond in such obviously objectifying ways, it makes me a little sick.

These spread eagled photos that are outt here are really just saddening. I want to reach out and help those girls.

I know it takes all kinds. I get that people all live their own lives. I just wish if they were going to display themselves in that way that they at least had the self respect to get a good photographer. That they could be more flattered by the lighting, rather than crudely portrayed.

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Hell yeah, Kill Betty, Baby.

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waaay to seriously. I have the type of personality that seems brooding and kinda pissed off. I'm not always sad/pissed. STOP TELLING ME TO SMILE!!!

When I flirt with people, they like to make me seem like I need to chill or something. I am NOT trying to date anyone right now. I know how much of a disaster I am in relationships. I flirt to be funny, or to be an ass hole.

I do things to make people think, not to try and win everyone over. I like to push buttons. I like to disturb people. And every once in a while I like to say the exact wrong thing. Fuck being politically correct.

I like to switcheroo plural and singular things....

"Let's go get a food"

"Look at my hairs, don't they smell good?"
(to which the asnwer is always yes...I have the best smelling hair and always have...I don't know why but my brother and my mom have the same thing..it's a pheramone thing)

I was not born to make every little fucking person in this world happy. Accomplishing happiness for myself is usually too much of a struggle let alone trying to make sure everyone else is happy. I don't give a fuck anymore. I am going to start making me happy. If that happens to be making other people happy at any point then they will be lucky fucks. I am good at it. But I am not going out of my way for people who don't deserve it anymore.

If you have drug issues, be prepared for some cold hard honesty. If you can't take it, fuck off. I am not your mommy.

DON'T PEDDLE YOUR FEEBLE MIND OR GUILT OR BULLSHIT FOR BLIND EYES. We don't want none here.